In a nutshell...


So what’s old????
  • I’m still sober. It’s still a battle some days but so far I’m winning. I’ll be talking more about this.
  • I’m still maintaining my weight loss for the most part. But I have put on about 20-30lbs over the last few’s gone back and forth. No gigantic gains or anything. I’ll talk more about this in a separate post.
  • I’m still single. My oh my where do I start though on the journey this has been. This is a topic I really want (or maybe I should say “need”) to start puking my words about.
  • I’m still running. And I still hate to love running.
  • I’m still as foul mouthed & sarcastic as ever, so you’re welcome.

So what’s new????
  • I got a new job!! And I *LOVE* it and it took me until I was 35 years old to really feel career driven and it’s exciting!!
  • I’m in therapy. Love that also!! Throughout my entire life I have always gone off and on but what a difference it makes as an adult.
  • I’ve done a lot of things…on my own. And I am OK and I am proud of that. I’ll get into this a lot more in a separate posts as well.

So why am I resurrecting this blog????

Well for a few reasons…biggest one being…I miss it! I miss writing. I don’t really write for others…I mean it’s cool if you guys read it and it’s even cooler when you guys connect & really get something from it, but for me it’s another kind of therapy and there is something about making it public that is so different than me just journaling to myself (which I also do).

But look…I’m not just a fucking weight loss/weight gain/weight loss story, or that girl that went from being the beer runner to the sober star…I don’t really have a direct path for the blog this time and I don’t really want one. I’m going to write about what I want to write about. If that means one day I’m writing about the day I decided to take myself on a solo kayaking adventure and the next day I’m writing about what butt wipes I found work really great, well then that’s what it is! The one thing that will stay the same is me…the good, the bad, the beautiful, the ugly. So I hope you stick around to read & are able to maybe relate and connect with some of the crap I want to say!!

Until next time....XO

She's alive...

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It seems you couldn't be rid of me forever...not yet anyway...


Coming soon...

Thank you.

I’ve been going back and forth wondering why I have such long breaks between posts. I’ve come to the final conclusion that I just do not have any interest in this any longer. Sure I love writing, but I don’t love blogging….did I ever really love it?? That I am not so sure about. I love(d) connecting with you guys and hearing your stories and getting your feedback. There are very few feelings in this world that move me as much as when someone says that I have inspired them in any way, shape or form. 
But it's time for me to move away from this. This will be my last blog post and in short time this as well as the FB page will be shut down. But there are other places & ways to find me so please feel free to reach out to me there.

For the first time I can truly say without hesitation or doubt...
I am happy and I am healthy.

Thank you so much for all of the support, encouragement, inspiration and love over all of these years. I love you guys. XO

With Love- Suzi
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