And this could not possibly be happening at a more inappropriate time. Not only did this effect enjoying Frankie's actual 40th birthday but it has also made planning this party and getting everything together very difficult. I know that to some it seems like "just a party" but to me...it's a HUGE deal. I have been planning this thing for over a year. One of my weight loss goals was to be down to 180 by his birthday....I have PASSED that, but of course, I didn’t get to enjoy it. Also, this will be the first time that our families meet each other. For many, many reason this party means A LOT to me and due to this illness I can not give it 100% of my energy. Thanks to the lovely Dr. at Urgent Care though and the fantastic antibiotics I received, I have been feeling better, but still very tired.
I haven’t been able to run at all and my eating has been very little and very sporadic. I missed my meeting yesterday since I was in Urgent Care most of the day but I did weigh-in at home and I was the same...actually I think I was up .2 ounces but I also had just drank a ton of water with my meds so who knows. Needless to say, this whole thing has sent me into a slight depression that I'm slowly trying to dig my way out of it.
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for your supportive tweets, as I have been absent on there as well pretty much. I go to the dentist on Monday and hopefully I can have this tooth taken out and hopefully be back in tip-top shape soon!! In the meantime I just wanted to thank every for their support and their patience. I also haven't been able to answer any emails I've gotten lately, but do not worry, I promise I will soon!!
Sending out much love to all of you!! XOXO