Sometimes, those words fucking suck!!
But most of the times, those are the words, or signals you need to listen to the most.
We like to say…”Oh, well I didn’t have a good week…I wasn’t in the mood to track”
“It was too difficult to keep track of what I ate”
“Eh, I could have chosen X…but Y was *SO* much easier”
Cut the bullshit!!
I know and YOU know, what the right choice is….we just don’t make it all the time. In A LOT of cases, we don’t make is MOST of the time. It happens. SO WHAT…right?!
Right….until it eats at you….until you sit up at night thinking “what the fuck have I don’t and how can I undo it?!?! HOW CAN I GO BACK?!?!”
Thing is….you CANT go back. There is a reason why you cant….are you ready for this??
You can’t go back, because you haven’t really learned why you need to go forward…
Hail Mary…full of grace…the lord is with thee…..
SO LET ME CONFESS:
My very first FULL marathon is October 2nd…yup…57 days aways.
Right about now I should be writing to you about how crazy training for a full marathon has been and how it is wreaking havoc on my body and OMG I HAVE NO TIME…blah, blah fuckidy blah….
I havent done any of it. Of course, I have never followed a training plan BUT…I have always listened to my body…
This time around….I’m listening to my stupid mind.
I need to stop and tell myself…I AM NOT BEING HONEST, I AM BEING LAZY!!!!!!!
Every one has their weakness…we are not always strong…we are not always fabulous…sometimes, we are weak and we need a helping hand…
so I reach up high towards the sky….